HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMI!! :)

I wanna eat ice cream and catch a movie again :(

Week 3 is in full swing. First assessment coming up this week and it's 30%!! Actually I think I can manage a song on the piano and sing along and do harmony at the same time. It'd be awesome. But I think I started practising a little too late.

Yong Hui barged into my room moments earlier and demanded that I switch on my bluetooth so that he could send me something. I expected it to be nonsense, but I had a good laugh when I realised his bluetooth name is "KILLER NUMBER TWO". What a name. I probably have been around sane and mature people too much that I need insane people to balance up my life.

Anyway, he did send me some nonsense clip. Some edited version of Deal or No Deal which is seriously not funny. But I saw that he was so enthusiastic to show me so I obliged. Actually I got bored halfway and reverted to sending sms'es, but he went "hey, put the phone down first and watch this, watch this, watch this part leh". Reminded me of my own childhood when I wanted my mum or dad to pay some attention to me, and I'd keep repeating something into their ears till they put down what they were doing and gave me the attention I wanted.

I had a nightmare about someone today and woke up with a start. When I finally regained composure I realised my heart was pumping a little too fast and my body was shivering. With fear.

Oh God, I am ever thankful that You do speak to me. But it's been so hectic recently that I can't get a good idea of what is happening. Like what I told You when I woke up from the nap, I'm desperate for Your help. And I know You will never leave me nor forsake because the Bible says so.

In the midst of making a major decision. Sometimes I wish I had a senior or mentor to look to for advice. Really want to get my direction right with the Lord and the courage to walk the narrow path. So must pray for me k! :)